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Hello. [Aug. 10th, 2006|12:25 am]
Who are You? Who am I?

[Current Mood |awake]

I am Poster. It's a pseudonym.
I only write here when I contemplate it for a long time.
In my journal, you will find a collection of events and recollections of the past few years. This is only a complement of my life, it leaves large gaps in plot and leaves many things unexplained. But, I think it is good, and maybe worth a read.
Here, I say things as I mean them, in the rawest forms I have, that is why it is completely annonymous, and must remain that way. I can tell you this:
I'm a girl, I post, I will reply to your comments and posts, and I think...a lot.
I hope here to have a new place to say things I find out about myself, over and over. Also, I hope to find others in search of people to listen.
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EVIL [Mar. 28th, 2006|02:11 am]
Who are You? Who am I?


Evidence of
Evolution for

Very from
Vitality, and

Victor from

Insecurity using

Inject us to

Lessions of
Lessens our
Link to

Lunge a
Label hinting to

If you notice my poem spells evil in every way... Every two paragraphs has a new letter spelling...
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Understanding the Lost [Mar. 1st, 2006|02:44 am]
Who are You? Who am I?

[Current Mood |sadSorrow]
[Current Music |Celtic bagpipes - The Rouges of Scotland]

Sorry I was lost
No one help'd me
Now I sit alone
Watch the hands
Turn close
I was left to be my own
Now I tie the noose

Let the blood drip
Closely now Kidd
Watch how I turn away
Leave you alone
Leave you in pain

Let me think
How can I be
If there is no one
Then run...
Just run...

Three ways
But only one way
Push me off
Push me away
Please let me stay
Dance in the rain
Thats what you would have wanted

Fun things
Come out and play
Never understand me
You'll lose your head
You'll go insane
Too many pieces are lost
You can't read me like a book
Read the words
Read what they say
Then lie down
And lose your mind
You'll find the meaning
You'll find the way
You'll understand
All the words I write

Why didn't I just
But now we can live
Wait for me
I'll come again
I'll come back
For you I never left

Swing me back and forth
Nothings moving
Feel my hands
Feel the cold
Cut the rope
Untie the noose
Bury me, I can cope
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I am... (My life formed into words) [Feb. 26th, 2006|04:39 am]
Who are You? Who am I?

"¿My soul takes it's toll?"

These faded walls are closing in behind me
Someone help! Someone please find me!
What am I to do
Look back and watch it all go black?

These dryless waves come crashing, I am traped in a cage
Chocking my life as I strugle to survie
My soul felt so cold as I faded away
Bliss with pain
Have I gone insane?

I stand alone
Please take me home
I don't belong
Do I think wrong?

These coldless fires burn me with desires
I am like the wind and cannot stop what I inspire (fire)
The flames grow with every concern
That if my heart stops, I'll never return (they want me to suffer)

My muted soul takes it's toll
As I'm lay'd to rest, barried in my hole (home)
On my tomb, I lay with the dead (my final words are)
"I never forgot what color I bleed"

I stand alone
Rotting flush and bone
Take me to my grave
I wanna go home

My name is Kris and I am a poet/song writer/guitarest...


W-ith every breath I take
A-nd every step I make
S-hould there come a day, that
H-ysteria will rule away
I-nsomnia overwhelms the
N-ight, and so dose
G-uilt and pride

S-eparating from my heart
A-re the things that have torn apart
R-ecord this sympathatic pain
R-uthfulness is what I became
O-f all that was left
W-ashing away were my
S-arrows reign
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It doesn't get much more "Wanting To Share" than this... [Dec. 22nd, 2005|08:54 pm]
Who are You? Who am I?
Hello. Behind the LJ cut is my "intro" of sorts, which is very long and quite possibly slightly unusual. It isn't particularly racy but there is a bit of language and some adult ideas, so I'm assuming you're 18/21/whatever the devil "adult" is where you're at...before you click.

I would very much appreciate it if you'd read it. It might not seem exactly like what you'd expect to see in this particular community, but it is honest and fairly thorough, which maybe counts for something.

I felt this applied to the community...I'd like to interact with people, to share my inner thoughts, etc., as I think you'll see as you read on. Whether others *want* what I have to share...is the question.

Much text, no pics. Hopefully interesting.Collapse )

To clarify: I'm not looking to start drama. This isn't a prank. I'm interested in any and all contact from persons who were interested in *any* way by *anything* contained within this post.

X-Posted to some degree. Mods, blast away if this doesn't belong here.

Thanks for your time.
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(no subject) [Sep. 28th, 2005|12:48 am]
Who are You? Who am I?
[Current Mood |discontentdiscontent]

Hi... I'm new and I realise there's probably no one who reads this anymore, but hey, I can pretend someone will.

Okay, Intro.

I'm Cameron, everyone calls me Kamma though. I'm a 17 year old guy and live in Australia. My life is music, I would honestly die without it. The world is music, I don't believe there's a truer form of expression in this hell-hole than the Written word, and no more beautiful way to get those words across than music.

If a song has soul, you can tell. That's the kind of music I like. I listen to anything that brings emotion out in me.

The reason I joined this Community is that I need to say things, things I can't say to the people I love. I don't want to worry them. Even if no one reads this, at least I've got it out.

Now, for the insanity.

I honestly think I'm starting to lose it... people are starting to tell me I have a drinking problem, and I don't know if they're right or not. My depression has been really bad lately... which is the reason I've been drinking alot. I feel more miserable when I'm drunk, but it's like I'm lost in myself and it's where I deserve to be.

I've also been hurting myself lately... which I hate myself for, because I think it's stupid. I've been angry at others for doing it and now I start. I realise most people's first impression when they read those words is something along the lines of "attention seeker" but if that were the case, I'd let my friends, girlfriend and family see the marks. I don't do it for attention, I don't even do it consciously. Sometimes I just think I deserve it and then... I'm kind of scratching myself until I bleed.

I know I'm depressed and I know that there's a chance I could have a disorder, but I'm too afraid to get help. I don't know how to go about it without my parents finding out, I don't want them to think I'm crazy, or worry. I can't afford to see a councilor on my own. Even if I could go, I'd be afraid to actually talk about these problems to a stranger, face to face, and after all that, I'm terrified that they'll tell me I do have something wrong with me. That I'm insane and need to be locked up for my own good.

I'm not suicidal... as much as I'd like to give up now, I find the thought immoral. I couldn't do that to my family, my friends and especially the girl I love.

I just want to feel normal again. I want to be happy with what I have. Most of all, I want to know; Who am I?
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(no subject) [Jul. 14th, 2005|11:05 pm]
Who are You? Who am I?
[Current Music |Neutral Milk Hotel - Holland, 1945]

I'm Uesugi, usually shortened to Kage for complicated reasons. I draw stuff and I write bad songs that make no sense. (Sorry, no samples for those.) I'm sixteen. I've got skeletons in the closet and the only one I ever loved killed himself 400 years ago. I can appreciate the beauty in life and will constantly get maudlin over it, but I'm also a toughass bitch, within reason. I like formalwear, men's hats, a good cup of tea, and anything involving drawings - animation, manga, comic books, et cetera. Among other things. I'm also a shade insane...but I like to call myself "lovably eccentric."

On the offchance that any of this interests you instead of making you feel intimidated and uncomfortable, friend me.
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(no subject) [Jun. 23rd, 2005|12:17 pm]
Who are You? Who am I?

[Current Mood |curiouscurious]

wow i can't believe how much this is the perfect community i've been looking for. i've just started another livejournal, which i'm using as a diary. i can't have a diary in real life, because my mom will read it and tell me i'm insane.

anyways i guess i should introduce myself:

I'm Maria and i'm 14. i live in Miami and i'm going to start high school in a little more than a month. i listen to music, i read, and i think a lot. i also hang out with friends sometimes. but i don't have very many. i also use livejournal a lot, i guess because i get lonely, and the only people who have ever seemed to understand me a bit are here in this livejournal. anyways i love music like Green Day and My Chemical Romance and Death Cab for Cutie and other stuff.

my two favorite books at the moment are The Perks of Being a Wallflower and To Kill a Mockingbird.
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(no subject) [May. 15th, 2005|07:32 pm]
Who are You? Who am I?

+LJ junkie

Interests: Writing, taking pictures (I do post a few), spending time with friends, music( everything except country and hardcore metal), going on AIM, giving/ receiving comments.

I'm really friendly and open-minded. I love to meet new people. My journal is friends only, but just leave a comment and i'll most likely add you.
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Newish [Apr. 20th, 2005|03:40 pm]
Who are You? Who am I?

I'm not technically new to livejournal. I used to have a journal a few years ago, but I abandoned it. So I'm back again looking to find some journals to read.

Info about me:
-I was born and raised in California. I moved to Massachusetts last summer to attend grad school. I'm still a west coast chick at heart.
-I'm graduating in May and will have my Master's degree in education as well as my teaching cretendial to teach elementary school.
-I'm a huge procrastinator. Right now it is Spring Break and I should be working on my projects, but I'm looking at lj communities instead.
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